Summer can be a great thing a break from studies time to sit back and relax however this summer for me isnt that much of a pleasant one for two main reasons :
next year I graduate , Im scared to honestly actually start your life no one telling you what you can and cant do anymore the pile of bills on the kitchen table reminding you your on your own now its weird Ive been looking forward to living on my own well not exactly my own, sid said we'r getting this two bedroom apartment with one of his friends and both of them are going into RCMP training great living with two cops fun. and were is my horse going to stay in the closet I guess I need to board them in town .Sid said I probably wont even have to work but I'd feel bad about it them going to work and paying for everything and plus I cant sit in a little apartment all day I need something to do ! I would go crazy Im not too Keen on living in town I love living out of town okay well the 20 minute to half hour drive anywhere is a pain but I love it out here but sid said we'll save up and buy a house out side of town, he seems like its got it all figured out already what we wants to do for work and spend the rest of his life with me ?,..... but then again he's another teenage boy in a love haze so Im not going to go over the top anything could happen , heck Im hopping it goes well and we do stay together but I'm not going to get carried away by it.
Two: next year is my last year going to school with sid. Im just going to be across the street at the college but he hates talking about it it kinda freeks me out too I like being able to see him at school and hangout like when he's not at school its just weird cuz normally its just me and him hanging out together and the gang I started hanging out with dont get me wrong all sid's friends are great but its weird not having him there. I imagine that i'll be driving him home though haha that'll be funny and I'll be getting out of school earlier then he will be. just the whole separation thing is strange for me ,I know it might sound weird but it is dont go thinking Im some phyco :P Im not just a teenager so in love and confused at the same time
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